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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Hi people.. i am the representation of a band, Scherzo.. which means "playful" in intalian... scherzo is an italian term in music since historical time..
We are recruiting for these positions:
- Drummer
- Guitarists
- Rapper
- More singers!
- More song writters...
Positions are limited to singaporeans only.. Ages under 20..
Current members..
Song writting team: Angerline the Angel, Meiyi the Genie, Huiyi the Devil
Singers: Olsen the Cupid, Faerie the Fairy
Players: Aliff buddhahairtree the Guitarist, Faerie the Fairy as Keyboard
We hope that peeps who love music will rock with us.. We major mainly in Chinese but malay warmly welcomed.. just like Aliff ya.. Any enquiries Faerie the Fairy, me......
Posted at 5/31/2005 12:33:26 am by PinkiFaerie
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
erm... blog tomorrow... too tired and lazy.. ive work tomorrow and i went out with olsen and boiar just now... yeah had fun... watched monster in law.. nice movie.. hilarious guys.. ok.. cya again... my... e.y..e..s.....a..r..e......c...l..o...s..i...n....g...............................
Posted at 5/28/2005 1:25:43 am by PinkiFaerie
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Sad trying to be/feel Happy...
Hollaback Girls
Uh huh, this is my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired
up
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals,no student-teachers
All the boys want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the
dust
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
Let me hear you say this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
(This shit is bananas)
(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
hey!! this is the top rating song of the week yeah.. its hollaback girls by gwen stefani ya?? just how many of you can rap this section??
i love tomatoes... i am addicted to it.. how?? i love cherry and honey tomatoes.. yum yum.. small small ones just appeals me.. but small ones are sour.. haha! i like it though.. there are many people who dont eat tomatoes out there right???? well, olsen say that eating tomatoes is my recent habit and i dont find it a habit.. i can eat tomatoes while shopping! haha.. and olsen too eat tomatoes.. like mother like son hoh?? yeah.. good luck darling for your sports heats ya..
Where's my prince?
i am sad... sam suppose to me mine..
why like this??
Posted at 5/24/2005 11:43:23 pm by PinkiFaerie
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hey.. i woke up early today you see? haha... how early can it be yeah..
Groove Coverage - Millions Tears
I wanna know where you belong,
I wanna know why I sing this song.
I try to show how much I feel,
is that a dream or is it real?
I never look where you belong,
until I'm gonna sing my song.
Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
A Million tears that i have cried,
I wish you where right by my side.
I try to show how much I care,
believe in me I will be there.
I never knew where you belong,
whenever you just hear my song.
Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.
The All American Rejects - My Paper Heart
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall down on your face
The taste is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is easiest when I am make around you
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for her
My tongue is
Tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I to the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me (x2)
These are the two most recommended songs from me today.. yeah i love to sing and to sing and to dance and to dance.. haha.. hilarious? nah.. its about me ya.. and YES i sing everywhere.. not shy to sing in the MRT in front of the public, not shy to go to singapore idol, not shy to start singing even when im eating.. right my pals yesterday? yesterday as we are having dinner at far east, i order a noodle and before i start eating i sang.. and my pals was like... "duh?? siao ah? eat la sing sing sing.. eat so slow still use your mouth to sing.. waste time" Haha... damn funny.. i was like.. eR.... cannot sing meh?!?! Lolx.. this is my passion..
olsen and i often compose songs and i really hope that one day, we can record these songs into a cd at a studio.. and that was what olsen wanted too.. so we put in alot of effort in every verse we wrote and sang and played on the piano.. yesterday we discussed.. we should recruit more people to join us.. because we need a guitarist (aliff?? come baby.. we need you dude!!!), and also a drummer to give us the pulse on how our music can be and a bass player (angel???), violinists??.. of cause more singers are welcomed!! but.. aliff, hui, mei and angel... erm... CANT SING FOR GOD's SAKE!!! LoLx.. duh... they can sing but er.. need more practice ok??
so how's scherzo? are we going to continue this trend? as ive mentioned in my previous blog scherzo is a group of musicians who love music and would want to join us in playing music of all kinds... pop? classical? instrumental? new age? you name it we compose it and play it.. thats it.. we just love music.. anyone who have this interest feel free to contact us ya.. we would like to have all races of players.. just no chocolate boy yeah.. Haha.. olsen is the milk chocolate.. me the white chocolate and angel the dark chocolate.. haha.. what the hell is that huh?? thats a secret... Hohoho...
regardless of being talented or not.. its ok to us.. everyone started not knowing their talents.. and we, scherzoists would want to know more band mates! from anywhere in the world, anybody, anytime.. welcomed to contact us ya..
ok.. i think i gonna stop now.. see ya blogger tonight if i am free at home yeah..
Posted at 5/24/2005 1:24:08 pm by PinkiFaerie
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hello.. its me being bored again... today i was pretty! yeah.. i love myself.. i was so eekk... haha.. i went to takashimaya and there was a bridal roadshow or something and.. i walked past it 2 times... and the 2 times that i walk past.. 2 different ladies asked me if i wanted a make over.. hey! i was wearing something so pretty today and people ask if i want a makeover.. what does that mean? i am not pretty enough?? im really ugly that even strangers think that i should get a makeover to look pretty? omg.. how can that be.. and olsen is laughing at me being approached for makeover.. I AM PRETTY! i am aint no ugly duckling ok.. i am so PRETTY!!! i am a PRETTY girl...!!!!!! YES I AM!
i wonder what ive done today..
i went out with olsen today in the afternoon about 2pm and we went down to orchard to meet hui.. before meeting hui we got some food as lunch and met hui outside the takashimaya, behind the 7-11.. after meeting hui we walk around and proceed to heeren as hui wanted to buy tops for her poly life.. after shopping the whole heeren we went over to cathay cineleisure waiting for angel.. however angel was so damn late.. so we walked down orchard road and went into far east plaza.. we shop around in far east plaza waiting for angel.. at about 7pm angel appeared!!! yeah!!! so slow manz!!! LoLx... dinner was at far east level 5?? erm.. and i damn didnt freaking finish my food i dont know why... i shared food with angel and the both of us just couldnt finish the food.. after that we met up with aliff and went to lido shaw house for a drink.. near to 10pm mei called... she finished work!! so we met up with her too and went home.. at woodlands mrt station olsen met his classmates and they ask if we wanted to join them in pool session and olsen rejected because he was tired and he have band rehearsal tomorrow and he wanted to rest well.. yeah.. thats it.. and we met ridzwan our ex baritone saxophone player of wgssb!!! yeah!!! we missed u dude.. that's all i've done today.. nothing else to report.. boring life ya? actually i wanted to check out my flutes.. but... yeah... i didnt manage to.. due to time constrint.. meeting so many people at different times.. shopping, walking, eating, drinking, laughing... bleh...
but i am happy today.. erm.. i think we missed sufi? hey sufi where are you? ure suppose to come meet us right? where are you boy......
haha.. forget sufi then.. sometimes there are just too many people to call for a gathering.. missing some out it should be ok ya...
we still love you sufi.. haha.. i love everyone.. love olsen the most.. muacks!
my bones hurts again.. am i old? or do i not have a good posture thats why it leads to bone pain? well.. doctors say that it is just lack of calcium and a few minerals i dont know what.. yeah.. i should be ok..
maybe i should rest more?? ive been busy all these days doing stuff to make my life better.. i wonder if my life is really better now.. without school.. even hui is now in school.. what about me?? i am still left hanging here.. how lonely.. i am miss lonely, ive nobody to call my own.. so lonely.. so happy but now so lonely..
there are two aims now.. one is the master my chinese flute well and second to design grafitti well.. is these two difficult? who will support me manz... nah... just no one... so lonely... but its ok.. i can just blog in.. someone, somewhere out there will hear me... someone will..
night..
Posted at 5/24/2005 12:26:47 am by PinkiFaerie
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Monday, May 23, 2005
vesak?? just a holiday.. so what manz... duh~~
hey hey peeps.. how are u guys? im happy to see boiar and raggie posting at my chatterbox coz i thot that ill be the only person talking there.. haha! well, some of them saw my blog but never say anything and im also happy that people come to read about me, concern about me and love me.. yeah.. thanks guys! but its like... all guys looking at my blog? lolx.. hey girls.. where are ull?? hui? angel? mei? not supportive.. only know how to ask me to go to msn to talk to them.. aaiyo!!! guys are better.. tats why i love guys.. and guys love me?? nah.. guys dont love me.. and i hate aliff.. hey aliff why are u so idiotic with hairstyle like that?? lol.. how cute yeah..
i dont know why ive alot of suitors.. yeah this passage is honest.. and i dont like any of them.. the ones i love just dont even like me at all... why always like this??
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too out spoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep I wake
I try hard not to break
I crave I love
I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh I feel
I make believe its real
I fall I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope I stand
I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Dont I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
am i just not pretty enough?? i always tell myself that i am a pretty girl.. now i realise.. i am just none other then an ugly duckling trying to use makeup to cover the true self and act to be pretty and class.. oh why like that.. why am i not pretty and other girls on the street are.. why? who has the answer?? nobody yeah... its ok.. i accept being ugly... angel, hui, mei are all prettier then me.. whats the point of being the tallest among them.. but ugliest? haiz... zhen shi bai...
now im trying hard to find u guys to go out tomorrow because its a public holiday and all my gals just dont want to go out.. angel says she freaking wants to zzz and meiyi is like... " im not going if hui is not going..." what the hell... maybe i'll just go myself again.. why do i have to go out shopping myself all the time.. where are my friends? yeah... all in poly.. and where am i? just freaking out there doing nothing.. bored.. of course... lonely...
Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my
playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose
always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one
day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I wont up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by
my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and
I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what
really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby
you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz
without u in my life girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva
met a girl that can take the things
that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up and run
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id
rather be, aint noone in the globe
id rather see then the girl
of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt
hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home,
so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby
girl I didn't mean to shout, I
want me and you to work
it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
will anyone sing this to me?? haha... well faerie, dont carry this hope yah.. ull be so damn disappointed..
alright.......
well, i want to stress again that i dont blog and get people to read this because i am just not borned to be an attention seeker.. if you dont want to read my rubbish go somewhere else alright.. so dont message me some nonsense yah.. i cant fucking be bothered you see.. yeah.. i dont... i just damn ass dont okay...
happy vesak day ya..
when will i be famous for the songs ive written? haiz... ive nobody to share this interest.. to compose and to sing... olsen?? he's busy for examinations and doesnt bother about me until nobody accompanies him somewhere or for shopping...
just when will a guy send me home? boiar you did send me home before right but that day it was late and we're tired so i didnt even thank you but i remember that yah...
why am i so lonely? i feel cold.. sick.. darkness.. bored.. is there a medicine which can make interested in doing work and feel happy all the time?? every night before i sleep i just think about what i've done that day.. sometimes i tell myself.. hmm.. i slacked today.. its better then not slack and making no impact on anything...
sometimes i just feel stressed up.. thinking of what to do on that day.. olsen wanted hershey chocolate and angel cheesecake waiting list.. am i going to do those for them whereby they are like just making use of me.. tell me why i should do that for you when you just didnt do anything for me.. why must i use my money and time and effort to just whip up something for YOU?? who you think you are? is those actions of mine worth? yeah.. kinda worth.. it wont let you go hungry ya.. but what about me? i make a mess in the kitchen just to mke you guys happy and tell myself that it is worth it when i dont even hear a thank you sometimes.. i dont mind the money.. but why must i spend on those things when i can just zzz that day??
im just bored of this world.. or is this world just bored of me?? answer me... why like this??
haiz..........
Posted at 5/23/2005 12:13:43 am by PinkiFaerie
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
I loved to dance and music.. now.. i am saddened to hear that actually my parents dont support me.. they only want me to do what they want me to be.. you get it? read it again then...
Firstly, they want me to retake English.. i jolly well know that english is very important and ive got a D7 for english in the os.. but its not my FAULT! in prelims ive got a B3 and i ought to be a B3 student! i cant believe that ive got a D7 for the damn ass fucking o levels.. i dont deserve that.. i dont want to retake english again.. i dont want to be disappointed again.. ive accepted my results and i tell myself that i shoulf carry on to study furthur things and not repeat and repeat doing the same old thing.. i told my daddy that the paper depends on luck.. he wasnt taken in by that.. he rebate that there are potential A1 students out there and they got their desired A1.. he also said that in the society no damn people bothers about your damn ass prelims results.. they look at your o level certificate.. and god damn! why did i have D7? WHY??? i really dont deserve that.. and i know that there are many people who looked down on me.. an ex-e1 student failed the damn ENGLISH! oh fuck man... im just totally upset by this thing that god gave me.. hey god damn god are you doing your job? tell me why must i carry my D7 in my life? u tell me.. i am waiting for your answer..
part of my goal now is to learn latin dance at a community center and my parents objected. i told them nicely that i want to dance latin and want to register as a student... they told me to join the aunties for social dance.. hey! its two different thing! latin is all about the latin class.. i dare to join, i dare to shake, i dare to wear, i dare to learn and i dare to accept that i am damn bloody FAT.. my parents also said that i am TOO FAT! ive tried many ways to lose weight.. but i cant.. not that i dont want to.. i love to be pretty.. i love to doll myself.. i love to make up.. i love to be sexy.. i love to be cute too.. but why am i just fat????? why am i fat... why do i not have beautiful boobs and yet heavy thighs? why?? a fat person can never dance elegantly.. they go for belly dancing or indian dance because they need to shake the fats up... but i dont want to... i dont have a belly... i have a flat waist.. can you believe it? yeah you can hold my waist.. but.. never to touch my breast.. they are flat too ok.. yeah.. dont fucking laugh.. its not a choice yah.. at least i manage to get to B at this age ya.. so keep your mouth shut if you have big boobs... arent they heavy to make you weight more?? yeah... gimme a hour glass figure.. i would love to have that..
my parents are not going to buy me my $800+ bucks flute.. oh god.. how am i going to get 800 bucks in 2 to 3 months? how am i? my parents dont want to buy it for me.. they want me to focus on my piano.. honestly, ive lost interest in piano long ago and i love my flute.. but my present flute cost abt $250 and it has rusted and it smells... yeah... how am i going to put my lips on the rust ya.. its not that i didnt protect it, didnt wipe it, didnt polish it, didnt clean it well... its just that the quality is bad in the fisrt place and the more i wipe the more sliver gets off... so how am i going to mantian the lustre that it has in the first place.. my parents didnt trust me enough to get me a branded flute in the first place because that thought that i will give up eventually and be on track on the piano... but now i dont.. i love flute more then piano.. but just how am i going to persue my dream?? you tell me how then..
actually i am in te trumpet section as my friends know me from.. but due to internal conflicts at that time and of cause due to the SYF for my year i went to percussion section and never like being in percussion.. i still loved trumpet and i will oftenly go to trumpet to teach my juniors although i am not allowed.. but now.. trumpet doesnt appeal as nice as it seems to be a few years back.. ive a friend huiyi, she bought a new trumpet and i am so envious about her because my parents just wont want to buy me a new flute.. and when huiyi asked me to tag along with her to get her trumpet and her trumpet mouthpiece, my heart hurts.. how i wish it was like me and my mum going around singapore to get a good instrument and that she supports me and sponsore buying a new flute that i really like for me... well.. fairtales always dont come true and i know it well.. ya.. my parents have they money but they wont spent on things like that.. if i want a new piano they will buy it.. nah not a flute ya babe.. no no no...
how am i going to be what i really want to be? tell me how..
Lost...
Posted at 5/19/2005 12:01:35 am by PinkiFaerie
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Such a boring day listening to my mother nag and nag.. cant she just shut up? always back from mahjong sessions she will yak yak yak... what the hell manz... if you want to die go and die.. why choose to live until now? i hate you mummy.. i never loved me.. u call me bloody idiot! so fuck off of this house.. if you want to move out you go! and shut up after you leave.. we cant fucking bother about you anymore.. you are crazy! i cant stand you anymore... neither daddy or didi.. we dont fucking care anymore! u want to bring eujun you bring.. dun leave this burden to us.. we WILL live happily without you two.. what a waste of my time always trying to make you happy... always tending the shop when you're out having fun on a fucking mahjong table.. why am i doing all these sacrifices for your scolding and fucking call me bloody hell.. you damn ass.. my whole opinion of a good mummy changed from this moment on.. my daddy said that if my mummy go he will not persuit her to come back anymore.. well.. we dont fucking need you too.. you just waste money and time and keep scolding.. hey you bitch we are old enough to get the hell out of scoldings.. daddy dont even scold me! and you? keep yak yak yaky yak! SHUT UP!
just come home to make noise.. dont come back then.. go curse yourself with bone cancer then go to HELL! you think u'll go to heaven? i dont think so with so much sin on your body.. never once did any kind things.. only know how to lose daddy's money and buy rubbish such as crystals or whatever shit that are actually priceless? damn ass... just shut up ya.. what a mom... bitchified...
its half and hour now and shes still yakking... duh... noisy la... diam diam la kp!
i have japanese class tommorrow and i think i have to tend the shop because my dad and mum fell out.. why am i always in the middle? and worked to hard to be called an bloody idiot.. why am i a bloody idiot? huh? oh am i really a bloody idiot.. hey mum.. you're more likely to be the one yeah.. so cant u shut up? its noisy... go to hell with your precious youngest son who ive educated, fed, bathed and what so ever into just a gorgeous prince.. what a mum are you? only knows how to gossip outside there and yak yak yak... awww... SHUT UP WILL YA!
hey friends.. now you know how my mum is like? the true self? u guys come to my house and she just smiles at you guys.. treat you guys steamboat or bbq and take all the trouble to serve u guys drinks and all that?? nah..... just acting... you think she steamboat or bbq with us always?? u think my mum serve me drinks? she dont even care if ive eaten.. haha.. a joke huh... yah.. thats her..
i think the people who met my mum many times are olsen and angel.. yeah? so how you think m mum is like? an angel? or devil? is she the way u think i am describing or do you want to debate for her? the talk is open.. even my cousins can comment yah.. come on.. no problem.. i take you on yeah baby..
Posted at 5/17/2005 1:10:25 am by PinkiFaerie
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Monday, May 16, 2005
so whats happening to this mortal place huh? wheres love? and why the fuck am i single? i really dont understand! when i was younger, i was very proud because many people woo me despite me being a bitch in school and some small girl down mohammad sultan. and now... i am just so decent and did my exams well and why now no guys? hey! WHY??? im just too fed up! damn u sam! lolx... duh~~ i am still the goodie two shoe but i still say FUCK YOU proudly although i just hate fucking... so wad to say fuck?? CANNOT AH?
my grandma owns a brothel and i frequent geylang.. and i hate guys who go for fucking sessions.. i really hope that you understands ya sam.. i have so many jie jie down geylang who are prostitutes.. and they are jealous of my virginity and virtue.. so guys out there.. dont eye for my virgin or i give you a great showdown...
i often blame myself for sitting at home doing nothing or just sleeping and dreaming of edison chan! wootz! now.. i have a job and a very busy lifestyle.. the only time i have to myself is... uh huh... around this time.. midnight to dawn? haha... why am i so busy? god damn i am just 18! not 28!
how many times can a girl get married? can it be 6 times and above? what will people say? what does the lady think about herself? is she that really cheap? what if she's still virgin, smart and ultra gorgeous? do you want her to yourself? just how many guys can accept this...
the world is now like this and we are leaving in it.. 98% of the people dont regret living.. but live in regrets.. so now whats the difference? you are still not death yet.. after you die so what? is there a hell or heaven to leave in? what a joke! your heart STOPS! hey... and u are pronounced DEAD! how nice ya.. no more sufferings! regrets put to an end.. i never believe regreting.. but i alwaysmake people regret.. especially people who dont cherish me.. who hurt me.. who look down on ME.. YOU GUYS SUCKS TO THE MAX YA!! damn you..
will people think i am having pms? lolx.. nah.. its ok.. females just dont have pms for about 2 to 6 days.. out of 30 days on average? hmm... what an excuse ya..
Hui: Hey girl... how are you ya.. your trumpet book is photocopied.. its done! so you collect it from me any day from TODAY! Lolx.. what nonsense..
Angel: How are you? interested in upcoming concerts? there are lots of it! you can ask some from hui too yeah... keep in touch! i miss bugis babe... Lolx..
Posted at 5/16/2005 1:49:46 am by PinkiFaerie
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
A few days wasnt here yeah... Monday i had tution with Darren and tues was working full time.. In the night was too tired to online ans so i didn't.. Miss me?? Nah.. i dont think any of you guys will ya..
Today i went shopping with Hui.. Went to library@esplanade to apply for the premium membership so that i can borrow scores in esplanade.. 4 books at a time only.. it's $21 for a year and another $21 next 11th May... Haha... Both of us were so KIASU!!! photocopied alot of scores ranging from trumpet to flute.. Hui's a trumpeter ya.. And me... of cause a FLAUTIST!!! Wootz!!
One sad thing to blog in... I received a letter to say that i wasnt admitted into nafa... felt like crying.. but i knew that i couldnt get it.. Ah... just what the fuck manz.. i love you nafa.. ill continue to do that..
Hey whatever shit! you got a new gf casselyn? good luck ya.. hope that you break of soon or get her just so fucked up ok.. bloody hell ya!
LoLx!!!
Things i bought today:
- Doggie Pink Rubberband..
- Sweets... ( Big bottle of fuitips & sour roulettes)
- A watch
How nice... All the rubbish that i bought...
Haha... Im just bored...
Posted at 5/11/2005 11:51:08 pm by PinkiFaerie
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